1. |
used to use
04:27
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Sometimes I stop and think
of all the chemicals I put in my body
used to use x4
to feel something else
but now I use to not feel myself
Now I'm searching for memories
and words that don't come as quick
wondering if it's aging
or all the drugs I've done
and when did I stop being a kid?
I still need my mom
I still need suburban sunsets
and I want to know
if I'll never not feel like
a terminal illness
well I used to use
used to use x3
Sometimes I stop and think
of all the chemicals in my brain
how they got there
and how I'm the same
despite new perspectives
and unpacking sessions
well I used to use
used to use
well I used to use that
and now I use this
I used to use that
and now I use this
use x5
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2. |
the "fuck you" song
02:37
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old chords
new lyrics
I don't wanna write about you anymore
but before I go
I've got to say
a few things
fuck you
fuck me
fuck her
fuck we
I want to put my heart on someone else's chest
and be able to feel real
I went out
looking for myself
and all I found
was I do not exist
and either do you
but I can pretend
I sing flowery and real sweet
and pretty
or I can be sexy
do you want me?
or I can be punk rock
because I don't give a fuck
what you think about me
so fuck you
fuck me
fuck her
fuck we
but not you
I kinda like you
and I'm starting to like me
but fuck yououou
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3. |
rx bb
03:06
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we took adderall
and forgot that we took adderall
and now we're up all night afterall
singing this song
took it around 3pm
we didn't snort it,my god, we're not that bad
we didn't crush it
but I did get it from my little cousin
we took adderall
and I refuse to let myself fall
asleep
until there's someone
next to me
casting hexes so boys answer out texts
we're witches
who grant our own wishes
through magic dishes
get that singing bowl
and it goes like
ooooooooooh
oooooh
ooooh
oooooh
*ding!*
"hey, thanks for the invite
but i'm with my pals tonight"
well, alright
I guess I'll go fuck myself
messaging boys in long island city
who say, "oh the service is shitty"
oh! i guess you're just too fucking busy to tell me
i'm pretty
we took adderall
dadada adderall
daadadadada adderallllll
to the apps!
two for one at applebee's
I'll make plans for later in the week
that i'll cancel
ooooooops
and it goes like
ooooooooops
oooops
oooo0o0o0ps
ooo0ops
we took adderall
and now we're up all night after all
thankfully for these amphetamines
I don't have to worry about my self esteem
I'll be alright
well, at least for tonight
we took adderall
and that was some desperate fucking crawl
but i'll be alright after all
thank you adderall <3
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Maladaptive Mistress Brooklyn, New York
Person from New York making music because why the hell not? New to sharing creative endeavors, but boy does it feel good to be vulnerable and free.
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