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lunch (mental) break (down)

by Maladaptive Mistress

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1.
used to use 04:27
Sometimes I stop and think of all the chemicals I put in my body used to use x4 to feel something else but now I use to not feel myself Now I'm searching for memories and words that don't come as quick wondering if it's aging or all the drugs I've done and when did I stop being a kid? I still need my mom I still need suburban sunsets and I want to know if I'll never not feel like a terminal illness well I used to use used to use x3 Sometimes I stop and think of all the chemicals in my brain how they got there and how I'm the same despite new perspectives and unpacking sessions well I used to use used to use well I used to use that and now I use this I used to use that and now I use this use x5
2.
old chords new lyrics I don't wanna write about you anymore but before I go I've got to say a few things fuck you fuck me fuck her fuck we I want to put my heart on someone else's chest and be able to feel real I went out looking for myself and all I found was I do not exist and either do you but I can pretend I sing flowery and real sweet and pretty or I can be sexy do you want me? or I can be punk rock because I don't give a fuck what you think about me so fuck you fuck me fuck her fuck we but not you I kinda like you and I'm starting to like me but fuck yououou
3.
rx bb 03:06
we took adderall and forgot that we took adderall and now we're up all night afterall singing this song took it around 3pm we didn't snort it,my god, we're not that bad we didn't crush it but I did get it from my little cousin we took adderall and I refuse to let myself fall asleep until there's someone next to me casting hexes so boys answer out texts we're witches who grant our own wishes through magic dishes get that singing bowl and it goes like ooooooooooh oooooh ooooh oooooh *ding!* "hey, thanks for the invite but i'm with my pals tonight" well, alright I guess I'll go fuck myself messaging boys in long island city who say, "oh the service is shitty" oh! i guess you're just too fucking busy to tell me i'm pretty we took adderall dadada adderall daadadadada adderallllll to the apps! two for one at applebee's I'll make plans for later in the week that i'll cancel ooooooops and it goes like ooooooooops oooops oooo0o0o0ps ooo0ops we took adderall and now we're up all night after all thankfully for these amphetamines I don't have to worry about my self esteem I'll be alright well, at least for tonight we took adderall and that was some desperate fucking crawl but i'll be alright after all thank you adderall <3

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released May 7, 2020

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Maladaptive Mistress Brooklyn, New York

Person from New York making music because why the hell not? New to sharing creative endeavors, but boy does it feel good to be vulnerable and free.

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